| Location | Manchester |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Natural Causes |
| Date of Birth | 03/09/2008 |
| Date of Death | 03/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,558 since 29/10/2008 |
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when i found out i was pregnant with tyler i was over the moon having lost another baby few months
earlier due to a miscarriage. when i had my scans they noticed the head wasn't growing properly and
therfore would not survive outside the womb, this was the most upsetting thing to hear again.
however i carried on a bit longer, but in the end i made the decision to give birth early even
though i knew my baby wouldnt be alive.it was kiling me inside.It was the hardest decision i have
ever had to make, but i couldnt live with myself if my baby was born with severe abnormalities and i
could of prevented it or if it was stillborn or in pain and i could of stopped that. the doctors say
it was spina bifida. i was even more upset because i did everything right, i took my folic acid
which should of prevented it, i had plenty of rest and fluid, i ate well, i did everything by the
book, which is why i kept saying to myself WHY, WHY ME ? but nobody can ever answer that its just
gods way of telling you it wasnt the right time. I love you tyler, i'll never forget you ever,
always in our hearts, sleep tight gorgeous, i miss your little face and fingers touching mine, love
you forever and always, night night baby boy, love mummy xxxx
mummy- bekki
uncle-phil
auntie-jade
grandma-julie
great grandma - barbara
I have decided to play aerosmith-dont wanna miss a thing in the background because whenever i played
it i felt him move and kick x x x x
The Next Place
By Warren Hanson
The next place that I go
Will be as peaceful and familiar
As a sleepy summer Sunday
And a sweet, untroubled mind.
And yet . . .
It won't be anything like any place I've ever been. . .
Or seen. . . or even dreamed of
In the place I leave behind.
I won't know where I'm going,
And I won't know where I've been
As I tumble through the always
And look back toward the when.
I'll glide beyond the rainbows.
I'll drift above the sky.
I'll fly into the wonder, without ever wondering why.
I won't remember getting there.
Somehow I'll just arrive.
But I'll know that I belong there
And will feel much more alive
Than I have ever felt before.
I will be absolutely free of the things that I held onto
That were holding onto me.
The next place that I go
Will be so quiet and so still
That the whispered song of sweet belonging will rise up to fill
The listening sky with joyful silence,
And with unheard harmonies
Of music made by no one playing,
Like a hush upon breeze.
There will be no room for darkness in that place of living light,
Where an ever-dawning morning pushes back the dying night.
The very air will fill with brilliance, as the brightly shining sun
And the moon and half a million stars are married into one.
The next place that I go Won't really be a place at all.
There won't be any seasons --
Winter, summer, spring or fall --
Nor a Monday, Nor a Friday,
Nor December, Nor July.
And the seconds will be standing still. . .
While hours hurry by.
I will not be a boy or girl,
A woman or man.
I'll simply be just, simply, me.
No worse or better than.
My skin will not be dark or light.
I won't be fat or tall.
The body I once lived in
Won't be part of me at all.
I will finally be perfect.
I will be without a flaw.
I will never make one more mistake,
Or break the smallest law.
And the me that was impatient,
Or was angry, or unkind,
Will simply be a memory.
The me I left behind.
I will travel empty-handed.
There is not a single thing
I have collected in my life
That I would ever want to bring Except. . .
The love of those who loved me,
And the warmth of those who cared.
The happiness and memories
And magic that we shared.
Though I will know the joy of solitude. . .
I'll never be alone. I'll be embraced
By all the family and friends I've ever known.
Although I might not see their faces,
All our hearts will beat as one,
And the circle of our spirits
Will shine brighter than the sun.
I will cherish all the friendship I was fortunate to find,
All love and all the laughter in the place I leave behind.
All these good things will go with me.
They will make my spirit glow.
And that light will shine forever In the next place that I go.
Dearest Mommy
When you wonder the meaning of life and love
Know that I am with you,
Close your eyes and feel me kissing you
In the gentle breeze across your cheek.
When you begin to doubt that you shall ever see me again
Quiet your mind and hear me
I am in the whisper of the heavens
Speaking of your love.
When you lose your identity
When you question who you are and where you are going
Open your heart and see me.
I am the twinkle in the stars smiling down upon you,
Lighting the path for your journey.
When you awaken each morning
Not remembering your dreams
But feeling content and serene
Know that I was with you--
Filling your night with thoughts of me
When you linger in the remnant pain
Wholeness seeming so unfamiliar
Think of me and
Know that I am with you
Touching you through the shared tears of a gentle friend
Easing the pain
As the sunrise illuminates the desert sky
In the breathtaking glory, awaken your spirit
Think of our time,all too brief, but ever brilliant.
When you were certain of us, together
When you were certain of your destiny
Know that God created that moment in time,
Just for us.
Dearest Mommy, I am with you always
-- Joanne Cacciatore
HAPPY EASTER
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HAPPY EASTER TO A SPECIAL ANGEL AND THEIR FAMILY,
HAVE A NICE WEEKEND,LOVE AS ALWAYS,STEPH XXXXX
Mummy sends lots of love to you as always and she misses you so much Tyler,she will be back very soon sweetheart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Tyler
Hi everyone, I am away agen for few days, plz continue to write to tyler i really appreciate it, i miss him loads wen im gone, thnx bekki xxx
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sending lots of love to you Tyler from your Mummy.I know she misses you loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
sweet dreams tonight Tyler,catch the Angel kisses your Mummy will be blowing up for you tonight,she will be back to you very soon Tyler xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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