Tyler -James Ray

2008 - 2008
LocationManchester
Age0
Cause of DeathNatural Causes
Date of Birth03/09/2008
Date of Death03/09/2008
Visitors3,836 since 29/10/2008
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when i found out i was pregnant with tyler i was over the moon having lost a little girl about a
year earlier due to miscarriage, when i had my scans they noticed the head wasn't growing properly
and therfore would not survive outside the womb, this was the most upsetting thing to hear again.
however i carried on a bit longer, but in the end i made the decision to give birth early even
though i knew my baby wouldnt be alive.it was kiling me inside.It was the hardest decision i have
ever had to make, but i couldnt live with myself if my baby was born with severe abnormalities and i
could of prevented it or if it was stillborn or in pain and i could of stopped that. the doctors say
it was spina bifida. i was even more upset because i did everything right, i took my folic acid
which should of prevented it, i had plenty of rest and fluid, i ate well, i did everything by the
book, which is why i kept saying to myself WHY, WHY ME ? but nobody can ever answer that its just
gods way of telling you it wasnt the right time. I love you tyler, i'll never forget you ever,
always in our hearts, sleep tight gorgeous, i miss your little face and fingers touching mine, love
you forever and always, night night baby boy, love mummy xxxx


mummy- bekki
uncle-phil
auntie-jade
grandma-julie
great grandma - barbara

I have decided to play aerosmith-dont wanna miss a thing in the background because whenever i played
it i felt him move and kick x x x x


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angel wings

today i prayed for angels
to keep watch over you
to guard and then protect you
in everything you do


when i whispered to the father
i asked for him to bring
a touch of love and goodness
sent forth on angel wings


i asked for them to whisper
peace and joy into your ear
that songs of love and happiness
would be that all you would hear


but then i asked the father
to shine upon your face
an extra special blessing
of his mercy and his grace


tonight i asked the father
to grant one more request
that angels stand watch over you
and give you peaceful rest


so if you feel a brush of wings
or a soft breeze fill the air
just know its angels watching you
because of whispered prayers

Bekki Ray (Mummy) November 21, 2008

A Mother's love

A last goodbye,
A kiss to the wind,
No one knows,
The pain I am in.

I ache to hold you,
To kiss your face,
And now you are gone,
Without a trace.

But memories I hold,
Deep in my heart,
My love remains strong,
We shall never be apart.

Fly with the angels,
And feel no more pain,
I will love you each moment,
Till we meet once again.

Bekki Ray (Mummy) November 21, 2008

If There Are Teddy Bears In Heaven
Will You Send One Just For Me
So I Can Hold It Close To My Heart
Where You Will Always Be
I Will Take It To My Bed Each Night
As The Angels Tuck Me In
I Will Feel Your Love Surround Me
And Know That You Are Holding Me
In Your Arms Once Again
You Always Said “I Was Your Heart”
That Thought Will Help Me Through
I Will Always Remember
Precious Tyler
Whose Love Was Honest And True!

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Bekki Ray (Mummy) November 20, 2008

With Me
I thought I heard you call my name
whispering in the wind
And as I turned to walk away
I heard you call again.

A gentle breeze blew my way
I smelled you in the air
And though I reached out for you
I stood in solitaire.

The sun beat down upon me
With warmth from up above
I really miss you baby
And still give you all my love.

I looked around to find you
Your face I did not see
Yet, somehow I knew
You were there with me.

Bekki Ray (Mummy) November 20, 2008

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Bekki Ray (Mummy) November 19, 2008

X FOR MUMMY X

There is a little corner
That I visit every day,
No-one knows I go there
Or how long that I stay.
In this little corner
I speak to you alone,
I think what it would be like
To have you here at home.
In the little corner
I hold you really tight,
I cuddle, kiss and squeeze you
You're such a lovely sight.
In my little corner
I tuck you up to sleep,
I sneak another cuddle
I have another weep.
Where is this little corner?
It's where we're never apart
Where I always have you with me;
It's the corner of my heart.
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Love Always ~~ Lorraine..x♥x

Lorraine Frankie White'S Nanny November 18, 2008

tyler

POEM FROM HEAVEN

I see tears fall down your face
When your thoughts have turned to me.
Just know that I’m in heaven,
With my Lord, who’s set me free.

No pain or sadness do I feel,
For God is by my side.
The beauty here in Heaven
Is now where I reside.

I know it’s hard for you to cope
For you can’t feel my touch.
But every moment, I can see
And love you very much.

When you are at your lowest
And feel you can’t go on,
Look towards the heavens
The light will be turned on.

Talk to me, just like you did
On earth when I was there.
You see, I’m not so far away …
Only as far as a prayer.

And when it’s time for you to join
Me up in Heaven above.
It’s then that you will realize,
The Golden Place of love.

For here there is no sadness,
Just everlasting light.
Someday we will be joined again,
When it’s time to take your flight

Bekki Ray (Mummy) November 18, 2008

ANGEL

My Precious Child
There`s Not A Day That Passes
That I Dont Sit And Cry
And Look To Heaven For A Reason
But Still Dont Know Why.

Couldn`t He Have Waited
Another Year Or Two
Until You Were A Little Older
And I`d Have More Time With You.

Forgive Me, Lord, I Then Say,
All These Thought Are Wrong,
There Had To be A Reason
And I Know I Must be Strong.

Your In The Arms Of Jesus Now
And I Know That You`ll Be Fine,
But I Wish With All My Heart
That Those Arms Could Be Mine

Bekki Ray (Mummy) November 18, 2008

Dear Mommy and Daddy
I just wanted to let you know,
That I made it home.
The journey wasn’t an easy one,
But it didn’t take too long.
Everything is so pretty here,
So white, so fresh and new.
I wish that you could close your eyes,
And that you could see it too.
Please try not to be sad for me...
Try to understand.
God it taking care of me...
I’m in the shelter of his hands.
Here there is no sadness,
No sorrow and no pain.
Here there is no crying,
No hurt for us again.
Here it is so peaceful,
When all the angels sing.
I really have to go now-
I’ve just got to try my wings.

Lorraine Frankie White'S Nanny November 18, 2008

Thank you

thanks everybody for writing tributes n lighting candles for tyler, I am just going away for 2 days and wont be able to light any for him, please could people please write to my son, and when i get back ill make up for it, thanks so much xx

Bekki Ray (Mummy) November 18, 2008
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